I'm really sad today. I miss my old friends and life back home.
^ My old apartment. It was a little chaotic. And yes, I'm the chick everyone is watching pushing on that dude.
I've been finding this pregnancy to be hard, and I think its because I recently changed lifestyles and moved a few months before I became pregnant. So I haven't really found any friends around here yet. I know its my fault, but its hard to make friends in a new area if you are stuck home everyday. I don't have a job, and we have one car. I guess I could walk and meet people, but its been freaking hot, and I don't want to drag my big preggo ass outside.
I just wish I knew people I could hang out with. I feel so alone. I'm thankful that my sister is right down the road, thats cool and all. I don't know, I guess I'm just missing how things used to be back home. Where I had a job, a car (wrecked mine right before finding out I was pregnant) I would have a few drinks and hang out with people. Now I just feel like a lump; a fat, depressed lump of baby.
I'm sorry for the complaining. I have to remind myself that my old friends suck. They can't relate to being married and having a baby. So I shouldn't be sad about not having them in my life anymore.